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When the lights are off in the Apostolic Palace, it means nobody is at home (anymore). |
Everybody knew it was coming, but nobody knew when. Twenty years ago this week, the health of the Holy Father, which had been failing for years, had reached a point that made clear his death would be coming soon. Crowds gathered in Saint Peter’s Square to pray and keep vigil.
For years, John Paul II had neither hidden nor denied his difficulties and his decline. Parkinson’s Disease was only part of the diminishment of his strength and ability, yet he continued to appear when he could, to speak, to offer Mass as best he was able. Several stays in the hospital of popes, the Gemelli Clinic, had ended with his return to his home in the Vatican that spring of 2005.
Since the second day of 2002, I had been assisting Cardinal William Baum and living with him in his apartment atop the building opposite Saint Peter’s Basilica. The health of the Holy Father had even then already deteriorated to a point of concern. I can give you no proof, but I had a premonition, a conviction that he would die on Divine Mercy Sunday, the day he had named and linked to that devotion that, like him, came out of Poland. For three years, each Monday of the Second Week of Easter, I would awaken and listen anxiously for the clock of Saint Peter’s to chime the first hour at seven o’clock, with its distinctive, gong-like clang. For three years, I had sighed in relief and shaken my head at my own anxiety when it became clear that the Holy Father was with us still and a normal morning was beginning.
All this comes back not only because of the twenty-year mark, which I pointed out a few months ago, but also because of the condition of our Holy Father Francis over these past six weeks. For many of those days, his death seemed imminent; yet now he too has returned home to the Vatican. It is not unreasonable nor uncharitable to note that he is not well, and that his time with us is dwindling.
It is so easy to see the Church as much like a commercial corporation or even a nation with a government of whom the Pope is chief executive. In that model, efficiency and effectiveness are not only goals but necessities and obligations. However, when the Holy Father becomes ill and nears death, we see how the Church is like a family. When Dad becomes disabled or diminished, we do not push him aside and bring in a new dad; no, we rally to his care and support, for this too is an important exercise of familial love and mutual responsibility. Eliciting that is an important exercise of his fatherhood. For those of us not in a place to offer personal and physical care, we offer prayer.
In February 2005, Cardinal Baum had returned from Rome to Washington with a bad case of the shingles, and he only left the house for doctor visits until finally on Easter Sunday, he was feeling well enough to participate in Mass at the Basilica. So later in that week, I went to visit my family.
When the news reached me that Pope John Paul II had died, I was sitting in my parents’ kitchen in Alabama. Where I was that Saturday, April second, it was afternoon. However, in Rome it was evening, after First Vespers for the Second Sunday of Easter, which means liturgically, Divine Mercy Sunday had begun.
I was quickly on the phone with Cardinal Baum, and our travel agent. The next morning, I offered Mass at the parish in which I had grown up and became emotional when speaking of our departed Holy Father. Sunday afternoon I flew back to Washington, and as I drove back to the Cardinal’s house, I saw flags at half-staff on United States federal buildings and foreign embassies. The world had begun to mourn her loss.
Monday we left for Rome, and the same Cardinal who had been almost an invalid for months found vigor not only for the trip, but for what awaited after the long flight. When the Chair of Peter becomes vacant, the College of Cardinals governs the Church. So as befits a head of state, our car into Rome Tuesday morning was accompanied by motorcycle outriders with lights and sirens. We went straight to the Vatican. For when the moment of transition comes, the Church knows what to do.
Monsignor Smith